(another song of how i feel all the time)

In my hour of need
Ha! You’re not there
And though I reached out for You
Wouldn’t lend a hand

Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think to stop thinking
You’re the only one that I’m thinking of?

You’ll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I’m dead and gone
Don’t try to understand, knowing you I’m probably wrong

But oh, how I lived my life for you
Still you’d turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All these years I thought I was wrong
Now I know it was you
Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes
Tell me who you think you are, who?

I walk, I walk alone
Into the promised land
There’s a better place for me
But it’s far, far away
Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I gotta die first
Please God, send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain
Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I’m lost
Consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain

Won’t you hold me again
You just laughed, ha, ha, b*tch
My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing passed away

In My Darkest Hour

Megadeth - In My Darkest Hour

(i think this album is over-rated and unadventurous, but this song is cthonic, which can make up for the otherwise boring-ness of the album)

Messenger of fear in sight
Dark deception kills the light

Hybrid children watch the sea
Pray for father roaming free

Fearless wretch, insanity
He watches, lurking beneath the sea
Great Old One, forbidden sight
He searches, Hunter of the Shadows
Is rising
Immortal
In madness you dwell

Crawling chaos underground
Cult has summoned, twisted sound

Out from ruins once possessed
Fallen city, living death

Fearless wretch, insanity
He watches, lurking beneath the sea
Timeless sleep has been upset
He wakens, Hunter of the Shadows
Is rising
Immortal
In madness you dwell

“Not dead which eternal lie
Stranger eons, death may die”

Drain you of your sanity
Face the Thing That Should Not Be!

Fearless wretch, insanity
He watches, lurking beneath the sea
Great Old One, forbidden sight
He searches, Hunter of the Shadows
Is rising, ha ha!
Immortal
In madness you dwell

Oh my God!

In madness you dwell
Whoa, whoa, ah-ahahahaha!!! Whoa!

Fearless wretch, insanity!
He watches, lurking beneath the sea
Great Old One, forbidden sight
He searches, Hunter of the Shadows
Is rising, ha ha!
Immortal
In madness we dwell

Face the Thing That Should Not Be!

Metallica - The Thing That Should Not Be [live]

(I’m thankful for Metallica, and as a Thanksgiving treat, here is the song they never played live…finally live!)

Feel no pain, but my life ain’t easy
I know I’m my best friend
No one cares, but I’m so much stronger
I’ll fight until the end
To escape from the true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can’t get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity

Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can’t see
No need to hear things that they say
Life’s for my own to live my own way

Rape my mind and destroy my feelings
Don’t tell my what to do
I don’t care now, ‘cause I’m on my side
And I can see through you
Feed my brain with your so called standards
Who says that I ain’t right
Break away from your common fashion
See through your blurry sight

Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can’t see
No need to hear things that they say
Life’s for my own to live my own way

See them try to bring the hammer down
No damn chains can hold me to the ground
Life’s for my own to live my own way

Life’s for my own to live my own way
Life’s for my own to live my own way
Life’s for my own to live my own way
Life’s for my own to live my own way

Metallica - Escape

Metallica - Escape [live]

Gojira - Escape

(Well, since our last post was about nuclear holocausts, this seemed appropriate)

Do unto others
As they’ve done to you
But what the hell is
This world coming to?

Blow the universe
Into nothingness
Nuclear warfare
Shall lay us to rest

Fight Fire with Fire
Ending is near
Fight Fire with Fire
Burning with fear

We all shall die!

Time is like a fuse
Short and burning fast
Armageddon’s here
Like said in the past

Fight Fire with Fire
Ending is near
Fight Fire with Fire
Burning with fear

Soon to fill our lungs
The hot winds of death
The gods are laughing
So take your last breath

Fight Fire with Fire
Ending is near
Fight Fire with Fire
Burning with fear

Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire

Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire
Fight Fire with Fire

Fight!

Metallica - Fight Fire with Fire