(another song of how i feel all the time)

In my hour of need
Ha! You’re not there
And though I reached out for You
Wouldn’t lend a hand

Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think to stop thinking
You’re the only one that I’m thinking of?

You’ll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I’m dead and gone
Don’t try to understand, knowing you I’m probably wrong

But oh, how I lived my life for you
Still you’d turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All these years I thought I was wrong
Now I know it was you
Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes
Tell me who you think you are, who?

I walk, I walk alone
Into the promised land
There’s a better place for me
But it’s far, far away
Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I gotta die first
Please God, send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain
Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I’m lost
Consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain

Won’t you hold me again
You just laughed, ha, ha, b*tch
My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing passed away

In My Darkest Hour

Megadeth - In My Darkest Hour

Haunting the cloudless black sky
Braver at night
Hidden as the lips of her cunt
She is keeping out of sight

Dark as her closed eyelids
Her secret
She comes to you with a serpent’s kiss
She has the power to foresee

She don’t fear the flames
She smile at the fire
Whisper the words of spell
Without fear without fright

Born for Burning!
Born for Burning!
Born for Burning!
Born…

She can’t feel the pain
She gaze at the sky
In the greedy flames
She will burn tonight

The beauty burning
Like the moon at harvest
Her seared flesh falling apart
And feed the hungry flames

Where the flame still bite her thigh
She is not afraid to die
She will burn again tonight
She will always burn
But her spirit shall survive…

Bathory - Born for Burning

Satyricon - Born for Burning

(only Rush could have an epic DDoM post like this one)

Things crawl in the darkness
That imagination spins
Needles at your nerve ends
Crawl like spiders on your skin

Pounding in your temples
And a surge of adrenaline
Every muscle tense to fence the enemy within

I’m not giving in to security under pressure
I’m not missing out on the promise of adventure
I’m not giving up on implausible dreams
Experience to extremes
Experience to extremes…

Suspicious looking stranger
Flashes you a dangerous grin
Shadows across your window…
Was it only trees in the wind?

Every breath a static charge
A tongue that tastes like tin
Steely-eyed outside to hide the enemy within

To you, is it movement or is it action?
Is it contact or just reaction?
And you…revolution or just resistance?
Is it living, or just existence?
Yeah, you! It takes a little more persistence
To get up and go the distance

I’m not giving in to security under pressure
I’m not missing out on the promise of adventure
I’m not giving up on implausible dreams
Experience to extremes
Experience to extremes…

We’ve got nothing to fear…but fear itself?
Not pain, not failure, not fatal tragedy?
Not the faulty units in this mad machinery?
Not the broken contacts in emotional chemistry?

With an iron fist in a velvet glove
We are sheltered under the gun
In the glory game on the power train
Thy kingdom’s will be done

And the things that we fear are a weapon to be held against us…

He’s not afraid of your judgment
He knows of horrors worse than your Hell
He’s a little bit afraid of dying
But he’s a lot more afraid of your lying

And the things that he fears are a weapon to be held against him…

Can any part of life be larger than life?
Even love must be limited by time
And those who push us down that they might climb
Is any killer worth more than his crime?

Like a steely blade in a silken sheath
We don’t see what they’re made of
They shout about love, but when push comes to shove
They live for the things they’re afraid of

And the knowledge that they fear is a weapon to be used against them…

The night is black
Without a moon
The air is thick and still
The vigilantes gather on
The lonely torchlit hill

Features distorted in the flickering light
The faces are twisted and grotesque
Silent and stern in the sweltering night
The mob moves like demons possessed
Quiet in conscience, calm in their right
Confident their ways are best

The righteous rise
With burning eyes
Of hatred and ill-will
Madmen fed on fear and lies
To beat and burn and kill!

They say there are strangers who threaten us
Are immigrants and infidels
They say there is strangeness too dangerous
In our theaters and bookstore shelves
Those who know what’s best for us
Must rise and save us from ourselves

Quick to judge
Quick to anger
Slow to understand
Ignorance and prejudice
And fear walk hand in hand…

The city crouches, steaming
In the early morning half light
The sun is still a rumor
And the night is still a threat
Slipping through the dark streets
And the echoes and the shadows
Something stirs behind me
And my palms begin to sweat

Sometimes I freeze…until the light comes
Sometimes I fly…into the night
Sometimes I fight…against the darkness
Sometimes I’m wrong…sometimes I’m right

Coiled for the spring
Or caught like a creature in the headlights
Into a desperate panic
Or a tempest of blind fury
Like a cornered beast
Or a conquering hero

The menace threatens, closing
And I’m frozen in the shadows
I’m not prepared to run away
And I’m not prepared to fight

I can’t stand to reason
Or surrender to a reflex
I will trust my instincts
Or surrender to my fright

Sometimes we freeze…until the light comes
Sometimes we’re wrong…and sometimes we’re right
Sometimes we fight…against the darkness
Sometimes we fly…into the night

Blood running cold
Mind going down into a dark night
Of a desperate panic
Or a tempest of blind fury
Like a cornered beast
Or a conquering hero

Sometimes I freeze
Sometimes I fight
Sometimes I fly
Into the night

Rush - Fear I: The Enemy Within

Rush - Fear II: The Weapon

Rush - Fear III: Witch Hunt

Rush - Fear IV: Freeze

Machine Head - Fear III: Witch Hunt

I hate everything I am becoming
This change is torture
There is never enough to give
Only plenty to take, and this I wage

When the ground parts from below
Will it feel so?
How can I gain from another when the other goes?

This hand, this hurt, my heart
I’ll flirt with disaster
Just know now, man, the deal is off

I’ll be no good
This time defines
I’ll put my touch around the grip of this knife
These dirty hands just won’t come clean
I’m a murderer, the worst these worlds will see

Mercy
Please leave her just a little bit longer
She’s all my world
My love
I apologize
With that you will see the end of days
Just rest assured

‘Cuz they won’t let her go and I remain so
Alone to work out a clever way to get her home
I will do what I must

I’ll flirt with disaster
Just know now, boy, you’re out of luck

I’ll be no good
This time defines
I’ll put my touch around the grip of this knife
These dirty hands just won’t come clean
I’m a murderer, the worst these worlds will see

Oh, save me from defeat again
This is war
Murder the one so close
While she trusts, you curse
Die, my darling

If only you know now
How lovely you glow
In the Flame of Error

Oh, I ask too much
Please turn back the clock and take me instead

How have you come to lose?
The only thing, the other 1 to your 2
I’ve become the wrong in everyone’s sleep
Please burn me a god

I’ll be no good
This time defines
I’ll put my touch around the grip of this knife
These dirty hands just won’t come clean
I’m a murderer, the worst these worlds will see

Oh, save me from defeat again
This is war
Murder the one so close
While she trusts, you curse
Die, my darling

I’ll be no good
This time defines
I’ll put my touch around the grip of this knife
These dirty hands just won’t come clean
I’m a murderer, the worst these worlds will see

Oh, save me from defeat again
Oh, save me from defeat again

Coheed and Cambria - In the Flame of Error

Well, it’s a Strange Way
The way you look at me
And it’s a hard time
Time you been givin’

Open up to me
So you can realize
That I could set you free

Strange Ways, twisted days
Strange Ways, twisted days

Well, it’s a strange place
That you’ve been livin’ in
And it’s a strange line
You’ve been deliverin’

I think I like it
But I’m not really sure
Don’t wanna to fight it
Just wanna feel some more

Strange Ways, twisted days
Strange Ways, twisted days
Strange Ways, twisted days
Strange Ways, twisted days

Kiss - Strange Ways

Ulver - Strange Ways

(completely inappropriate, but fuck it, it’s Venom!

Teacher caught me masturbating
Underneath the desk
She looked at me and winked her eye
Said “See you after class”
I heard the school bell ring that told
Me that the day was done
She called me back and locked
The door, my lesson’s just begun

Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s wet
Teacher’s wet

Sitting down, she crossed her
Legs, her skirt crept up her thigh
Feeling something start to rise
My thoughts began to fly
“You’ve been a naughty boy,” she said
“Now that you can’t conceal
I’ll have to punish you
The best way that I feel”

Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s wet
Teacher’s wet

She took my hand and gently placed it
In between her thighs
With open legs and heavy breath
She slowly closed her eyes
Her flesh was aching and her
Hands began to stray
One thing that I know for sure
I won’t forget today

Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s wet
Teacher’s wet

Pulled me down forwards her mound
Teacher tasted sweet
Sixty-nine, I don’t mean lines
This was teacher’s treat
Played hide and seek with teacher’s mouth
Her lips were warm and wet
Now today I’ve had my way
And teacher won’t forget

Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s Pet
Teacher’s wet
Teacher’s wet

Venom - Teacher’s Pet

(a call-back to the Old South and I can do this, as it’s a different band than the last one I had a DDoM post about)

Back in Tennessee, I saw
A family haunted by an entity…yeah yeah yeah!
It was a tragedy in another century
Oh, they never would know the
Evil One that came
Little Betsy, the age of twelve
Living in a dream
The first one to scream…

Ah! Ah!
Invisible hands leaving their mark in the dark

Night after night
The Bell Witch attacked and attacked
Torturing Betsy, until a circle was held in candle-light!

Tell us who you are
Please! Tell us who you are!

“I am the air you breathe
I am the Bell Witch
I am a million years
I am the Bell Witch”

The Bell Witch decided
It was the time for the father to scream!
Soon taken ill, never again to leave his bed alive

Tell us who you are
Please! Tell us who you are!

“I am the air you breathe
I am the Bell Witch
I am a million years
I am the Bell Witch”

“Goodnight John, see you in Hell
Say bye bye to Daddy, Betsy”
Call the doctor! “I made sure”
Call the doctor! “There ain’t no cure”

That night Johnny died
And the Bell Witch never came again
Soon they realized
The witch had given John bad medicine

Mercyful Fate - The Bell Witch

Why am I strapped to this hospital bed?

“First your eyes, then your skin
We will make you feel…born again…
No More Me, my friend”

A shiny scalpel is in the Master’s hand
His wife has got the jars for Blood…Oh, she keeps one near
I fear for my life, No More Me
I fear there will be No More Me at all
Is this goodbye, sweet life?

Ahh! Scalpel cuts, eyelids drop
Into a jar…I’m crying Blood
Fingers pull my eyeballs out…
Scissors snap…I bleed a lot!

They set my eyes into this Puppet’s head
And still my eyes can see, I’m looking back at myself
And what I see is No More Me at all
I have no eyes

My veins…feel…like worms
Drying in the sun…this takes too long
Stripping skin from all my bones
Pain too strong…my senses, they go numb

All of my Blood is now in little jars
I should be dead by now, but I am still…
I am still alive inside my eyes
And I see Emerencia throw my carcass in the trash

King Diamond - No More Me

(lol, that’s all i can say to this song)

Heathen heart
Pagan pride
Fairing far
Sword by side

Tribal times
Northern nights
Hidden high
Runic rites

I was told…

Hold the Heathen Hammer High
Hold the Heathen Hammer High
Hold the Heathen Hammer High

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Evertrueuntoyourforefather’sstalwartstay

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Downthewaywardwaysofarfairingstrangersstray

Hold the Heathen Hammer High

Weather wild
Blackened blade
Angry eyes
Ruthless raid

Heathen heart
Pagan pride
Fairing far
Sword by side

Hard and cold…

Hold the Heathen Hammer High
Hold the Heathen Hammer High
Hold the Heathen Hammer High

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Evertrueuntoyourforefather’sstalwartstay

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Downthewaywardwaysofarfairingstrangersstray

Hold the Heathen Hammer High

From a pagan past that only the heathen hold
From the far end of the world and of times untold
I bring message to your mind of the ways of old
Ways reluctantly abandoned, if truth be told

Ways abandoned for a scavenger of our souls
Living on malicious lies, hiding in the holes
Cruel and credible as any our tale of trolls
Hold the Heathen Hammer highest of all your goals

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Evertrueuntoyourforefather’sstalwartstay

Hold the Heathen Hammer High with a battle-cry
ForthepaganpastIliveandonedaywilldie
Hold the Heathen Hammer High, never turn away
Downthewaywardwaysofarfairingstrangersstray

Hold the Heathen Hammer High
Hold the Heathen Hammer High

Týr - Hold the Heathen Hammer High

Adorned Brood - Hold the Heathen Hammer High [live]

A raven came to me
Spoke to me in my dream
A long lost prophecy
A forgotten legacy

Echoes of yesterday
Won’t let these dreams fade away
All the beauty I adored
At the edge of the world

Across the universe
Time is to be reversed
No shelter can be found
To this fate, we are bound

Behold the final hour
The last times will be dour
All life falls into gorge
Of the end of the world!

“Burning skies on the vengeance night
Devastating scythe of the ancient Light”

I saw the might
Of the ancient Light!
And the beauty of the perishing world
There’s no tomorrow
We have been warned

Across the universe
Time is to be reversed
No shelter can be found
To this fate, we are bound

Behold the final hour
The last times will be dour
All life falls into gorge
Of the end of the world!

“The sky’s bird struck fire
Made a flame flare up
The north wind burnt the clearing
The north-east quite consumed it
It burnt all the trees to ash and reduced them to dust”

“Burning skies on the vengeance night
Devastating scythe of the ancient Light”

I saw the might
Of the ancient Light!
And the beauty of the perishing world
There’s no tomorrow
We have been warned

Ensiferum - From Afar